My Need to Be Free
My childhood felt like that of a fairy. Flitting from one thing to another; saying whatever came to mind. So much so, my mother took issue with the way I ‘needed attention’ and always seemed to stand out. Did someone say I was ‘too much’?
If so, I didn’t get the memo … just yet. I thrived on exploring life and shared plenty of ‘opinions’ / interpretations of what I saw. Thrilled by the company of plants, hanging out in the garden was my go-to happy place. There was nothing about life that didn’t excite me. I was 100% plugged in!
Yet making my way into the world, I was met with plenty of alternative points of view which included ‘corrections’ on the way I thought about things. By now, the importance of ‘listening to others and following the rules’ had been established. When I didn’t, I was met with strong disapproval. My active mind became an over-thinker. My colorful nature dampened with the appropriate, drab, office attire. And because being ‘the good girl’ kept the peace, seeking validation became my reason for doing things.
Even though I was fitting in and believing I was ‘in control’ of my experiences, I was oddly uneasy. I’d listen to someone else’s ideas or follow their advice and end up feeling discouraged or worse yet, 100% dissatisfied because at the end of it all, ideas rolling around in my head would have paid off.
I was ceaselessly crushed when things didn’t go as I was told they would go. I kicked myself for decades, saying ‘I knew that! Maybe I should pay attention to me next time.’ but next time came and I repeated the pattern of listening to someone else.
It took getting to the point that I felt like a zombie before I knew ‘it was now or never’. That’s when I came up with my own quote:
‘What is freedom if I’m not free to be?’
Through my training as a clinical neuroaromatherapist and bioadaptive wellness specialist, combined with my years in pharmacology and psychology, I began to wonder about the way society thinks and soon discovered that I was buying into conventional thinking and limiting my own potential—I was unknowingly working against my biology and intuition.
What began as my personal journey to free myself has evolved into a proven methodology that has helped women like you unlock their spirit and transform their lives.
DO YOU RECOGNIZE YOURSELF HERE?
The bold, open, authentically unique you has been placed on the ‘back burner’
You’re an empty nester or about to be AND feeling like a stranger in your life
You overthink decisions, getting stuck in ‘analysis paralysis’
You get excited about change, yet become easily swayed by uncertainty
You’re quick to agree with what other people suggest, realizing afterwards, you should have trusted yourself all along
You’re generous to a fault
You know you’re in there yet struggle to be free
If this is you … then CLICK HERE to learn more!
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